Today I have tried going for an hour long walk, reading, watching TV but nothing can calm me down. But anyway, I am not really here to give a full overview of what she looks like. I tried when she would have my brother drive an hour to see her for three hours in the early afternoon, and then drive back for his shift at work that began at five until three the next morning. However, last night they both came home and she sat down in the living room and announced it.
Nothing can negate how restless, frustrated and utterly annoyed I am right now. I guess the reason why I am writing this now, trying to release this pent up frustration, is the turn of their relationship over the past year. She was treated awfully by her mother and she went to live with her father. I tried when she took her "gap year" and did nothing but sit on her fat *** and read. Not only was he going to be buying them a Double bed, mattress and bedside tables and new curtains, but they were going to paint his bedroom and move all of his old furniture out.
It all began three years ago when they met through a mutual friend. For the past three years I have made conversations, been polite and tried to make her feel welcome into my brothers life, and on the peripheral, my life. She is rather social, and my brother is definitely invited to all of her social events. That is not the extent of the list, but I am not here to type a list of her many enchanting attributes. She then tells me how she had made him drive around for an hour to get a pile of boxes to put all of his stuff in so they could be hurled into the rubbish tip. But regardless of this, he was now going to be fixing up his room. He was hammering away at its structure and pilling the remains.
I remember the day she barged into our house unexpected and announced who she was and that she was now dating my brother. However, usually it is to drive all of her friends home at the end of the evening. Her friends live all over the place, in the most inconvenient areas. My brother's inconvenience is nothing, so long as someone else's is lessened. I cannot stand being in the presence of her and my brother. I was calm, but sure to convey a "what are you doing" attitude. Next the old stereo my brother had, which our father had given him was the next thing to go.
Another thing is, I firmly believe any shred of kindness is a facade. He asked me if I thought our mum would mind if he threw it out. I quickly said, "of course." He was very quick to agree with me.
They are encrusted with some sort of grey material, I do not know what. But she is very bottom heavy, she cannot even pull off wearing jeans. This was a while ago, I think we had all forgotten about it.
It had been the talk of my brother that he was going to get a double bed in his room so she could come down to our house more often.
We are keeping it, but it is not allowed in his bedroom anymore.My mother had bought my brother expensive blinds last year.But yesterday, with no word, no consultation, my brother's girlfriend had organized his purchase of brand new curtains.She wanted to rip those blinds down and put her curtains in its place.You may be wondering where my mother comes into all of this - she works full time as a nurse, mostly late shifts.She comes home to this with it all happening when she was not home. My mother, my brother and myself all have important things to go.